If only if only the woodpecker cried

Have you ever been confused? Well, of course you have. But have you ever thought that your thoughts were betraying you, and you couldn't control it? Maybe, just maybe. I look at my friends, and I sometimes daydream, romancing and enjoying them. But lately, my daydreams have taken a turn for the worst. They imagine someone...else. Someone not supposed to be there. I can't stop them, and lately I've been thinking, exactly what am I thinking? I spent my times today staring into space, trying to find myself. My friends were worried about me. and they did not understand my supposed gloom. Finally I tapped into what I was searching for. I wasn't meditating or anything. I just let myself go blank, and let my brain explore. That whole spiritualism thing that people spay you need to clear your mind is BS! As for my feelings, I'm not going to say it, even over the internet, because some people know who I is, so I'll just go with Stevie Wonder on this one with "We can work it out" and also Styx's "Renegade." You still won't be able to tell with those songs, but I can!!! Now if you'll excuse me, I need to go party till dawn

The bubbles will rise until they escape

Many of my friends have told me that I give good advice, that I tend to say very knowledgable things one minute, but a confusing thing next. Shoot, I even explained the proper way to hug a girl to one of my friends, giving each hug a certain feeling and meaning. I just think alot, you know? I figure that I live in my own world, and this world is made of just me, and how I see things. Sometimes I feel lonely because I am the only one in my world, and I haven't found a new "just yours friend," a form of friend I made up. It's a person who depends on you as much as you depend on them. These people can tell exactly what you are thinking, and will do anything to cheer you up, as you would do for them. They would drop anything for you. The only two just yours friends I've ever had is my boyfriend, who was my best friend before that, and my friend Ese. My boyfriend could tell my mood the way I spoke, like when I feel moody or sick, my voice sounds nasty. I talked on the phone with him once and he said "Are you in a bad mood today? Did something happen?" That day was actually a really bad day, but he made me laugh in the end on the phone. I still get nervous around him, but his atmosphere can calm me sometimes. I want to find another friend like that, who can calm me in my moody times. Everyone needs that kind of person, whether it be your spouse, family member, friend, or stranger you meet on the street. Wait, how did I get to talking about friends when this was supposed to be about the way people word things?