If only if only the woodpecker cried

Have you ever been confused? Well, of course you have. But have you ever thought that your thoughts were betraying you, and you couldn't control it? Maybe, just maybe. I look at my friends, and I sometimes daydream, romancing and enjoying them. But lately, my daydreams have taken a turn for the worst. They imagine someone...else. Someone not supposed to be there. I can't stop them, and lately I've been thinking, exactly what am I thinking? I spent my times today staring into space, trying to find myself. My friends were worried about me. and they did not understand my supposed gloom. Finally I tapped into what I was searching for. I wasn't meditating or anything. I just let myself go blank, and let my brain explore. That whole spiritualism thing that people spay you need to clear your mind is BS! As for my feelings, I'm not going to say it, even over the internet, because some people know who I is, so I'll just go with Stevie Wonder on this one with "We can work it out" and also Styx's "Renegade." You still won't be able to tell with those songs, but I can!!! Now if you'll excuse me, I need to go party till dawn